I'm not more anxious of the labour but bub's well being actually. I've had to censor what I read of late because after so many losses on BB I was having anxiety attacks and nightmares. Regarding labour, I am scared when I actually labour I mean when will it happen. DD was induced because I had a massive spike in BP but this one my BP has remained steady and at a decent level so at this stage everything will be left to go naturally. With DD I was starting to dilate prior to being induced and I wasn't even aware it was happening. The dr thought I was lying when I said I hadn't had any back pain. I am also incredibly anxious about who will look after DD as I don't have any family nearby. I haven't had her babysat ever except for when I was visiting Melbourne MIL looked after her but DP was just in the yard the whole time so wasn't technically babysitting.