Yes, i feel so upset i cant believe i let those people just treat me like a piece of meat!! i honestly thought that i could not refuse and internal or refuse to have my waters broken. If i had of known this i would never let them near me as some of them were so rough and nasty with me i literally had to take gas and air because i got so hurt with these horrid internals!!

I really want to be able to go through birth without anything!! No internals forced on me, no epidural, no being tied to a bed!!

Gosh i was so silly if only i had known i could of had a peacful home brth and let my body do its thing rather than have all that forced upon me for 20hrs!!

Women need to be informed about these things, i though i had no legal right when my baby was coming out!! Now i know and wont be so stupid next time