Sweetie, I feel for you. I can't add anything else that hasn't already been said, except to tell you my story: I had low supply issues - DD and I were rehospitalised when she was 5 days old as she had lost so much weight. I can remember that first comp feed she was given, I just cried and cried and cried as I had been so determined to exclusively breastfeed. After lots of work, some medication to increase my supply, and support from the ABA, BB and my DH she had her last formula comp feed at 13 weeks 1 day, and is a week past 4 months now, exclusively breastfed.
Please remember that there are lots of ways to make it work - one of my friends comp fed with formula for a year!
Please take care of yourself, and do what you feel is best for you and your family. Remember that there are many supports available to you no matter what you decide - especially BB and ABA. XXXxxx
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