Janie, can I just say that having just met you Friday night, I would not have thought you guys were having any issues at all, nor that you had been down such a long path. You come across as a calm, competent mummy who is full of love for her boys and cherishes special times like BF with new bub!

I've only read part of this thread but it seems like you are doing fantastic things, I just hope you can find some encouragement in my words - even if everyone else has been much more eloquent than I have

And now I feel silly for naively asking you how the bf was going Sorry sorry!