i am just devastated!!!

rach i am trying to move to springsure......just applied for the ONLY house that is up for rent....and she rang me to say its been filled

i have been ringing and hounding the realestate out there for WEEKS now, trying to find a place or to see if there is one coming up that would be available, but there has been nothing!! until this house, she only sent me the application forms yesterday and i filled them in and emailed them back this morning and she just rang to say they have already found someone

now i am really stuck!! we are running out of time and we need to find a house to move into but there is nothing in springsure......so it looks like i have no choice now but to move to zilzie and hope and pray that a house comes available at the end of the 6 mths lease that we sign with this new house. but this also means that chloe would have to move schools twice i am not to sure weather i want to do that to her!

maybe this is god's way of telling me that we arent suppose to be moving there....yet?

crap!!! i just want to cry