i completely understand what you mean arimeh...
i attempted a vbac a month ago and after labouring for almost 48 hours my body would not pass 8cm and i had another c-section...
i am incredibly happy with my two gorgeous, healthy boys, but like arimeh said i just want to go back in time and try again...i cannot believe my body did not do what it was suppose to do the second time. i think about it all the time and wonder what if???

DS - two years old
DS - one month old