Feeling conflicted, guilty and undecided about how to birth baby #2

[luna moth]

Audax - are the people that run these courses midwives? Sounds silly but I was really let down by my midwives in birth so I have some trust issues there, part of the reason I am not going back to the midwifery group practice. Maybe if I do go to a session I could work some of these issues out?

One is a doula. Not sure about the other, but they're independent of the hospital system. They have a really popular blog, and their FB page is great too.

[onthefly]

You're not alone there, Blondie. Some mums come out of it intact, some do not. Demand better for yourself and your baby