After another day sitting with this I am getting more comfortable with the decision to go forward tomorrow. And truth be told, a I am a little excited too... I get to meet this wiggly little man, and to get know him... And that is a good feeling...

Logically I can rationalise it all out, and I know in time I will find peace with the decision in myself. It may be some time before I can read all the happy birth stories threads, but I will get back there one day.

The one thing that is making it easier to work through is knowing that I am not the only one that feels like this, and I truly appreciate that you have all shared with me and helped me work through this. No matter what your circumstances or outcomes. Thank you