Ruf, I can imagine the struggle you went through to come to your decision, hun. I know you'll be reading this after your beautiful little man has come into the world, but I just wanted to say that you're a beautiful, strong woman and I admire you so much for being able to make your decision I'm sorry I haven't known what you've been contending with earlier, hun

I can't wait to read your BA as you welcome your new little man into the world, and I am thinking of you today, and hope you recover quickly and enjoy many wonderful cuddles with your precious baby and with your DH and DS.

Big hugs xo