Now my dear, do something for me, tonight once W is asleep and the household is quiet just go and stand in the doorway of his room and watch him sleep for a moment. And remind yourself that he does have wonderful peaceful times and that he does love you just as much as you love him and that you have the strength to fight for everything that he needs. Remind yourself that you were chosen for this special role because you were the best girl for the job.


oh bloody nora!!!!!!!!

I was sucking in the tears until I read that.

Thank you all for your wonderful support. I don't know where I would be sometimes if it wasnt for BB and you girls who take the time to listen to my dribble and give me advice and the strength to keep going.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart