I tried putting her down at 6.00 tonight. An hour later she's still protesting. She got out her wrap only once. She is tired but I don't know how much more I can take. She won't eat much except for bread, biscuits and crackers (I limit the biscuit to 1-2 per day). She also has a weird rash. About 15 little blisters spread out over her body, mostly on her left arm and a few on her left leg.

I can't handle this. And her father rang me just now and I told him of how difficult things are atm, and he said that I will only have her for another 2 weeks and then I don't have to worry. I asked him to keep to my routine and he said "I'll just do what works". I'm furious. He's going to f*ck things up for me yet again. I think I should go to CSA and ask for full custody.