I am having the crappiest worst horriblest stupidest day ever.

I locked myself in the toilet at work and had a big cry. BIG cry. Biggest one for quite a while, certainly biggest one I've had at work. Finally snuck out, told my admin I was leaving, and left. Went for coffee with DH.

Now going out to swim it off. Not going to emotional eat over it. Going to be strong.