Lilias I feel abit the same that I should just recover from J's birth and get this winter over and start again when things aren't so hectic but I'm a bridesmaid soon and I would love to look back at the photos and feel I looked nicer then I currently would. Thats my main motivation plus DH and my sex life has taken a nose dive and I know its because I don't like the feel of his hands on me and the feel of the wiggle and jiggle of my body. It completely turns me off. Its ridiculous that my size makes all the difference to my libido. Not the fact that I had a baby 10weeks ago. Its so hard. I hate how I did so well for a month and lost almost 6kilos only for it to ALL go back on in 1weeks. F you Fat rolls. Now I'm angry. Its not fair that it can go back on so fast when it doesn't come of that quick.