And I HATED what I saw. I am ugly, fat and disgusting. I hate myself right now. I have so much weight to loose.. It all seems so hard and I really don't know where to start.

I really don't know how DH can even love me how I am...

How did I let it get this way??

I want another baby so badly but I think I should loose some weight first.. Breaks my heart to wait.

Sorry for the download..

Kate xox