Awww hun, huge hugs!!!

Look at my signature....At my heaviest I felt just like you. I took the approach, no excuses, no messing around - I needed to exercise and eat much better if I wanted to lose the 30kgs (my goal).

I started with walking until I could start jogging, then running, then cycling, indoor exercise DVD's and signed up to triple w dot calorieking dot com dot au to monitor my calorie intake.

I stuck with it and attained my goal five months later. The following month I surpassed it!

Moral of the Story - if I can do it with a shift working DH, a baby and toddler, anyone can do it!