I feel the same at the moment too



I am the biggest I have ever been my entire life, and despite hating it I just can not motivate myself to do anything about it. I have lost weight before, so I 'know' what I have to do... but it all seems to hard atm.
Me too,
After DD I spent a lot of time working on self acceptance and I got there but now I am struggling as none of my clothes fit. Just back from the shops where jeans which I would have been able to put both legs in one are too tight
What I have learnt from years of dieting is that self hate doesn't get you anywhere. You have to love you now, treat yourself as you would a friend struggling with these issues.

My plan, No more chocolate oin the house and some kind of exercise everyday. Its so much harder with 2 babies and working, but I am going to she some of this extra insulation before summer.

GOod luck