Schaz, you are kidding me lovely girl? You should be SO PROUD of what you have done for yourself over the past year. You know better than anyone to not get too hung up on the measurements: they are only a guide. Have you treated yourself well? Have your nurtured yourself? Are you a goddess? Are you freeing yourself from old bad habits? Are you healthier and happier?

Schaz, you are a beautiful inspiration to me, so don't go beating yourself up.......xx