OOhhhh Belinda!!! Big Hugs sweetie!!!!

I am sorry you are feeling so down at the moment. I was just thinking to day about wanting more children, do I really want to go through all the stuff you girls are? It is highly unlikely it will happen easily.

I don't know that much about TTC whilst having PCOS, I was not anything like I am now when I got pregnant with my boys. What are the odds of falling pregnant if you are only ovulating every five months or so? I wouldn't have a clue about my cycle, I couldn't tell you really when I ovulate. Imagine how hopeless I would be?

Stupid question please forgive me, but I guess you have tried medication to induce ovulation ie clomid or something? Sorry like I said I don't know much about TTC with stupid ovaries!!!! Does that work?

It is awful that you are feeling so bad at the moment!! How long is your cycle normally? Or does it vary?

You did mention that you thought your acupuncture and things were helping, how long have you been using it? Maybe it will just take some more time? I think it is natural to feel so frustrated and hard done by, it sucks that your body is dictating what is happening, it seems so easy just to decide to have another baby..... but it is something I think women take for granted, when the reality hits that it isn't always that easy it is a slap in the face. You already feel crap, you put on weight, skin is awful and you can grow a better beard than your hubby!!!!! What more can it take from us? You feel as though you are failing as a woman in one of the most basic principles our body should know how to do!! I do understand your frustration and anger with this stupid syndrome, makes you want to scream...... in saying all that, you have beaten it once and have your beautiful boy, so whose to say you can't do it again?

I hope you are feeling a little better today, I hope your lazy ovaries suddenly decide to have a work out and do what they are there to do. I know it is easy to say, try to relax, more stress makes it harder to ovulate (I know easier said than done) try some positive thinking and visualization "I am going to ovulate some kick @rse healthy eggs" and imagine the little suckers jumping out like popcorn!! Well that is what I will wish for you this fine evening.

I am always here if you want to chat.

Take care,

Meagan