Meagan - I hope you get the results you are after for your dad. I have everything crossed for you Thank you for your beautiful words Is your son called Jasper? I looooooooove the name Jasper! I bet he is a real cutie!

Belinda - Ohhh I'm so jealous of you building again. We built our house in 01 and I am so ready to build again. I think Meagan is right, you either love it or you don't. Good luck with getting your house sold!

Sara - like Meagan I felt like a complete failure when we lost Cooper. I think it is a natural feeling. And they have come a long way medically in helping people like us to fall pg. Although it took us 2 years to conceive Cooper I didn't actually know I had PCOS until after a year of trying. Good luck!

Well another scare for me today..............does this ever get easier Every morning I have breakfast and a drink and bub wakes up and I feel a bit relieved for the day. Well this morning.........nothing. So I layed down and had cold drink, hot drink, cold drink, hot drink - nothing! I rang DH upset and confused because these things usually work to waking bubs up. So I called my ob and went up to the hospital for a CTG scan. I was petrified - it was the first time I have been back in the delivery suites since Cooper's birth. They hooked me up and to my relief there was the heartbeat.............bubs was in a funny position so I couldn't feel it moving - DOESN'T IT KNOW IT CAN'T DO THAT TO ME!!!!!! Anyway after calming down and coming home and resting, bubs has been a good little bubbie and is kicking away and letting me know all is ok. I hate these frights!! And to top it off my face has broken out!! I don't know if it is all the stress or what - anyway enough whinging from me today. Hope everyone is having a good day.