My Mum passed away Nov last year. She was admitted to hospital because of a stroke, 5 days later she had a seizure & passed away.
We knew she would pass away as she couldn't eat, drink & just slept all the time, she was stable when we i got there at 9:30am but by 11:17am she suddenly passed away.
I'm extremely grateful she waited till i got there, even tho my last image of her isn't a happy or peaceful one i don't know how i would of coped if she had died alone.

I haven't been close to my dad for 10 years & only recently starting talking to him again.
I'm no longer close to my sisters or Mums family.

This pregnancy has been hard on me, Bambi is due a few weeks after Mums birthday.
It's hurts so much to know my 3 girls will never really know my Mum & they only know of her as a star in the sky or the roses in our garden.
Most of it all breaks my heart to know i'll never be able to hug my Mum again, i'll never be able to tell her i love her, i'll never see her face light up again when i bring her her favorite chocolates.

My Mum was my everything, she raised me as a single parent when my Dad found other families, she always made surei never went without.
We didn't always get along but she meant so much to me.