Sush sweetie, I can relate too. It is a terrible, heartbreaking feeling to want another baby so badly and to want a sibling for your child.

I agree with the other girls, I think it would be great for you and your DH to perhaps go back to your clinic and have a talk to the counsellors there.

It sounds like you're really struggling with it and it is beginning to affect your relationship.

I really feel for you because it's just a feeling that you can't switch off or easily accept.

Good luck sweetie, I hope you and your DH can work on a compromise that will make both of you happy