I guess I've taken it pretty harshly OceanPrincess. The reason I have a second job is to help afford private school education that DH and I both want for the kids. The second job is quite physical, involves a lot of my 'spare' time rehearsing, practising etc - which obviously takes away from my time with the family. The fact that I have been running myself into the ground almost quite literally, whilst he plays the 'poor me, I'm so alone' card to this female really upsets me.

As I saw the initial PM preview, I've opened it and its quite bizarre. I couldn't read a full sentence as certain key words kept jumping out at me, boobs, speedo's, come for a visit, BRING THE KIDS!!!!! EFF, EFF, EFF! Argh, infuriates me just re-living it!

Where to from here? Well I can tell you - Fathers Day was quite awkward. Bought stuff from the kids etc, but I can tell you I was glad I was working in the morning and he was in the evening. As to what else will happen - I dunno. He has a lot of trust to regain with me now. But it'll be like a broken vase, you can glue it back together but it'll never look quite the same.

I just wanted to make sure I am not being to over the top about this...