Hi Amym

Thanks so much for your post (I know we're going slightly off topic guys but thanks!!). It really means alot to know that other people have gone through or are going through similar situations. I guess when I was married having children was something that had everything being so certain. We would have kids, I would stay home, everyone would LOVE our children to death and there were no uncertainties or what ifs.

Being pregnant is great and I can't wait to have little bubs in my arms but it's hard dealing with the rest of it and tiring as well especially when I know it's a long term thing that is going to take a long time to deal with. And it's hard finding the right people to speak with as well!!

Lol I think I'm just babbling now - had a bit of a rough weekend. I think the worst part at the moment is DP's ex is still kind of attached to him and has started playing little games (at least in my mind she has) and DP feels so guilty because he is the one that ended it that he can't see through it. Or maybe I'm just being way too harsh and I should stop being so quick to judge. Arghh!!! Sometimes I feel like I'm going mad ](*,) ](*,) ](*,)

Once again thanks so much!!!