Ash - No i havent told my family yet..i was about to but then my dad went all weird on us talking about how sad it was when my younger brother was at the royal childrens & he saw all the sick children! it wasnt the right time coz he was getting upset! We told DF's mother about it & she was really excited (once she got over the shock & he convinced her that it wasnt a joke) it will be wednesday for sure as long as dad doesnt bring up a topic like that!

Iv told my closets friends & they are really excited & are making me feel better about everything esp within myself! they have helped me through alot..