Oh Bec, so sorry to read your post. We are with you hun, and we have lots of sticky vibes to share around, as this is going to be the year for all of us
BDT ; Liking the sound of those follies
Cpie ; where are you hun, resting up and letting those embies divide, divide, divide
Smithy; Thinkin of you, and sending lots of love
MsPink; what are you up to this year hun, are you having a well deserved rest x
Hi to all you lovlies, Im just crusing along, taking the pill to schedule EPU with a new Lab, that is getting great results, oops nearlly forgot to mention DH is HOME ...... yayyyy ... he's wathing the footy, having a rest, his car broke down on the way home, and it was a $1000.00 to get towed home, the good news is he's home, 3 wheel nuts had snapped off the wheel, it was hanging on by one bolt,
Just wante dto come in and say how very sadened i was to read your news Bec. My heart is with you at this time, i dont know what to say that may be of any comfort other than we are here.
Bec, I am so sorry to read your news, take care at this dark time and hopefully you will find the reason and moving forward in the time when you feel right...
BecD- I'm sorry to read of the tragic loss of your Vanilla, take as much time as you need to grieve and look after yourself during this sad time.
I hope your return to IVF rewards you with a BFP promptly.
Thankyou for your support. It's still pretty raw but we are doing okay.
Good luck infinity for tomorrow, I hope everything goes well at transfer, at the acupuncture helps. I have always found it to be very relaxing and keeps me balanced, which I assume can only be positive during such a stressful time.
Thanks MsPink, Dutchie80 and BecD for your well wishes for my transfer today.
BecD - so glad to hear you are doing ok, look after yourselves. x
Wouldloveabubba - glad DH is home and good to hear you are crusing along. about how long until EPU for you?
Went for transfer this morning, on the way there FS rang and said emby wasn't doing so great - was 4 cell and had lost 2 overnight. He said it's still ok for transfer but less chance of success - did we want to thaw another and put them both in? I was in shock - and DH & I had to make a quick decision. Both DH & I and our FS have always been against putting back two for many personal reasons. But we decided to thaw the other and put back two. So here I am with two embies on board and a little shocked. These were out last snowbubs too.... Now it begins............
I'm trying for a positive attitude this time - wish me luck!
Hi to everyone else, jump on here and let us know how you're doing. xx
Sorry for being absent lately, I guess I had a little tantrum with IVF and really had enough of it...EPU went well but we didn't get as many eggs as I expected, only 6, my expectation was 7 or 8, so very dissappointed. By Day 1, we were down to 3 fertilized and today Day 3, 1 x 8cell, 1x5cell and 1x2cell. Exactly the same result as last time. Goodbye Antagonist cycle, next time it will definitely be down-reg cycle.
I've decided to do a 'freeze all and no transfer' this cycle. Just to let the 8 cell and 5 cell one keep growing and hopefully get something to freeze. Given my current body condition, I just don't see the point...
They say my 8 cell one is very good quality, being grade 1 and 5 cell is grade 2, so I am holding out hope secretly that at least we will have 1 blastcyst. After all the setbacks, I do learned that 'everytime you have a plan, life throw a chanllenge to mess it up', so I am also prepared it won't go as planned.
I am arranging with FS to schedule the Hysteroscopy this month and going to take at least two months break from TTC. I am actually feeling relived of our decision and looking forward to the post op recovery and enjoy a bit more in life because currently I have none.
CPie, Thinking of you and hope your two embies keep growing, the 8 cell one sounds great and there is a good chance for the 5 cell one too.
My scan yesterday looked pretty similar like the last two cycles - 10 follicles overall and three a decent size between 10 and 13mm - so looks my egg numbers will be small againa nd it will be a hard time after EPU to worry if there will be a transfer - trying to be as relaxed as possible, went to meditiation oNsunday and Monday and have Acupuncture tonite.
Cuddlepie, I can feel your sadness in your post - huge hugs to you. I'm sorry you are dissapointed but your 8 cell and 5 cell embies sound fabulous - fingers crossed you get your perfect blastie. A break sounds like just what you need, wishing you a speedy post-op recovery. I also hear you about having no life, when you are up to it maybe start trying to do all the little enjoyable things, going to movies, shopping, - whatever you like to do. I need some ideas myself so maybe I'll start a thread on things you can do to get some sort of a life back.....
Sara69 - about how long until your EPU now? I'll be thinking of you and hoping for some fantastic quality eggies in there. We'll try to be here for you for that hard wait between EPU & transfer. x
Smithy - I hope your TWW isn't killing you! Snuggle in there Smithy's embies
Hello to everyone else. Hope you have a lovely day.
Sara; Hoping your follies grow, grow, grow, and your EPU goes well
CPie; Hugs to you hun, Im sorry to read your not feeling the best emotionally, I completly understand, and I hope the rest off ttc is good for you. Are you thinking of a HSG, I dont know what procedure you mean ? I will have a quick google soon
Hi to everyone , including Mrs Smithy with two onboard, good luck with your poas tommorow hun x
Just thought I would drop in quickly before my EPU tomorrow.
JBM, I hope you are keeping well
Saph, best of luck for the TWW, not sure if you are doing an IUI cycle? I hope it brings you your BFP
BecD, OMG, I am so sorry, my heart goes out to you, I can't even imagine your pain, this is so not fair. I am sorry you are back here, I hope we can offer you some support as you move forward.
Infinity, congrats on being PUPO, lets hope you and me and all the lovely girls in this thread in the TWW this month get our well deserved BFP. What tests have you had done re implantation issues? Just curious. Also, two embies! I am secretly hoping for twins,how do you feel?
Smithy, you crack me up, I hope you get a lovely second line tomorrow or Thursday, fingers crossed.
Lulu, I hope you are well.
WLAB, good news DH is home, glad he made it safe and sound. When are you starting your next cycle? Oohh I hope you have luck with new FS first go.
Sara, good news re your follie numbers, is there a chance the smaller ones will catch up? I hope so. I can't remember if you are changing your trigger, I hope this makes a difference. Look forward to seeing how you go, sending all my best wishes.
Hi to Loula
Cuddlepie, I am so sorry to hear that you are not happy with your EPU results. But your embies sound great, I hope you get a few to freeze and they will be ready and waiting for you when you are ready. I think you have made a good decision to wait, though I know how hard that waiting is. Will be thinking of you and watching out for how you go with your op.
Dutchie, how are you, hope you are well.
AFM, trying not to feel nervous and not think too much about it. My E2 level was 12500 yesterday, I am a bit concerned that this is too high, I have had cycles in the past where I have responded well with a decent number of follies but with levels this high, and my theory is they have resulted in crap quality embies. So now trying not to worry about this also as I know it is about quality not quantity.
Hi to anyone else I have missed. I am loving the action in this thread at the moment, it can be a bit quite at times, and I just can't bring myself to post in the LTTTC thread anymore, I end up too jealous of the lucky ones that seem to come and go so quickly. Praying it is my turn soon, and same for everyone else here. xx
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