Hi Samandpoppy ~ thanks very much for the welcome and understanding of my venting.

Im very sorry to hear about what you have been through - a very tough road and I fully understand and can appreciate when you say this will be your last because you want your life back. This does take over our lives and I feel a bit the same way. I think we'll only try IVF a couple more times as it is just way too stressful and emotional and hard on our relationship.
Sorry to hear about your DH's hearing and about your dad. I too know about loss as I lost my sister in 2004 to a car accident - she was only 18. So with IVF disappointment on top of that times get very hard. Also all of my IVF cycles now Ive never had any frozen so its always another full stim cycle for us
Big hugs and I will be crossing fingers tight for you. Will be thinking of you Mon and Good luck