Hi all just popping in to see how everyone is tracking.

BW - i have been reading your news and although I'm not checking on or posting much at the moment, i am thinking of you, these results are the hardest to cope with. I hope you take that break you mentioned and start to get the answers you need when you are feeling stronger.

BG - i hope you are OK? you have been a strength for many people in her (myself included!) make sure your taking some of that time for you. I cant believe your going on the pill? i didn't think mac wanted to do that cycle with you due to how you responded with IUI?

Cheryl- I'm sorry you didn't get to go away - i hope DF is feeling a little better. I'm also sorry to hear that your FS appointment has been delayed - i hate it when that happens.

Ellie - good to have you back on line. sorry about the dial up though!!

Megan - how you hun?

Melbel - shame you couldn't come up to Sydney with me - i could use a distraction while on the plane as I'm not the best flyer either - esp in those little planes - give me a jumbo any day !!

Holly - not long now - hehe looking forward to meeting you, not looking forward to my appointment. still if i get any of the answers for the 1000000 questions I'm just about to put down on paper i will be happy - although i have this terrible feeling that it will all worth nothing and then i will be back where i started!

Shan- Vent away hun - i have many of those days - but then i do work in childcare. CD35 - i'm hearing ya on that too. unless im preparing for a cycle (FET) i don't even track where I'm at with my cycle - i do still write down when af arrives and leaves but don't start counting the days - it can be too depressing when you start heading up to the 60's IYKWIM? At least i know i'm seeing DR S on CD23 to have the tests done - other than that i never know where I'm at and that helps me to not focus on it so much. but everyone has there own system

OD - gosh i think about two years ago when most of my friends started having babies i started to think - and they just had sex?? i guess the sad part about my IVF journey is the fact that i been left so scared by it all its really hard for me to now get close to my DH. that and the fact that its just too painful now. from all the scar tissue it even hurt to walk and carry objects at the same time yet alone sit down too quickly - when will it end? And when i talk about it with DH he gets really angry as though I'm making it up? but then other times he so supportive.

OK signing off now to put pen to paper with all the questions i have for DR S, then off to the shops to buy a gas cook top, already got the oven - gosh cant wait to get this kitchen done - hopefully before uni starts