I suppose people are pretty insensitive and they obviously don't think about their actions and how it might upset us. We had actually bought a couple of presents for their daughter and now I wish we hadn't bothered. Not that it is the child's fault, but I feel like they don't want to include us in their lives now, like BG, "it's not contagious"!!!! This friend was our best man, DH and him have been friends for 20 years!

Right now I feel like it will never happen for us, and as time goes on, we are now the last of our friends to not be pg or have kids. So I feel that we are totally alone. I feel like moving away completely and starting again, not that anywhere else would be any different. We're like the strange people who don't have a family.

Today I was with my nieces, the 8 year old said that when I have kids I am going be so organised as I know what to do already! She is so gorgeous and hit the nail on the head. when we started TTC, we got really excited, of course, like everyone else thought that in 9 months time we'd be having a baby, and talked about different prams etc. We have everything chosen in our minds, the pram, cot etc. we've looked after our nieces, are both dab hands at changing nappies, strollers on escalators, baby formula, etc. etc. but no baby.

Someone has definately got it in for us, that's how it feels.

I'm just waiting for the lightning bolt...