"All smiled out" I like that expression, it's perfect!

Every time I see or hear of a friend's/family pg I try and tell myself that I should be happy for them as when it's my turn I want people to be happy for me. And how I would be upset if someone else was going through what I'm going through at the moment and was not happy for me. On the other hand, I will be understanding, and won't expect everyone to coo and ahh!

With the cost of ivf it's not always easy, but I find retail therapy helps, even if it's just a book to read!