Possums I can totally relate to this.

Of late, I've been feeling very isolated from a few friends in much the same way as you.

A few weeks ago, I had 11 friends who were pregnant - the number is going down now that the babies are being born but it's still hard.

And your situation with your infertile friend - I have a friend who had IVF at the time I had my miscarriage so she is as many weeks as I would have been if my pregnancy had stuck and that is the hardest thing. She's really good with me but I struggle to be around her sometimes. It's hard. And I'm sure it's hard for her too though.

I've got my 30th birthday coming up and want to have a big night out - lots of the pregnant ladies have told me that they won't be coming but can we do arvo tea etc. Not quite what I had in mind, and maybe I'm being selfish but I guess there is nothing I can do.

I've rambled enough but just wanted you to know that you're not alone.
Hugs
S x