big hug to you...so sorry for all you've been going through! The clinics can make us feel like we aren't valued and it's tough...and it's already such an emotional time and stressful

but please please don't feel like a failure, or that you would have been 'good' at ivf... we are all doing our best, our bodies are out of our control much of the time...and not having success on IVF, isn't us failing...it's so important to remember that...I'm sure we've all had those thoughts, even when it comes to just not being able to fall pregnant easily...but it's not a failure on your part.

I hope maybe you have success with those remaining eggs!
thinking of you