My cycle has been CANCELLED

bloods done this morning and came back at 1600 and then had ultrasound and i had 20 small eggs and only 2 that were big enough, i am just gutted

i broke down in the doctors office, his room went silent he didnt know what to say! and i was to upset to get angry at him, the more i tried to stop crying the more the tears would run down my face. i feel like such a failure, i am so embarrased. i really thought i was going to do well at ivf.

but not all is waisted apparently, i now have to have a trigger shot of pregnyl instead of ovidrel tomorrow and then have sex tomorrow, wednesday and thursday and hope that we catch the 2 eggs that we did get. then saturday i have the crinone and bt on the 27th. so its more or less an IUI just doing it at home instead of the clinic.

i will be to late to get in another cycle before christmas they need me to get af on the 18th of this month if i was to get another cycle in before christmas, but i dont think i will get af because she isnt due till the 25th, plus crinone can sometimes delay af doesnt it? well thats what i thought most probably wrong.
my next ivf cycle they are going to have me on 150iu instead of blo*dy 100iu, so here is hoping that we make more eggs next time round.