wow, we really are chatterboxes this month!

ellie - am just wondering if the AF-type feeling is just residual from EPU - maybe a bit of blosting haging around or something? haven't been through EPU myself, but when i read your post, it's the first thing that came to mind....

Alex - welcome back - though it would be nice if you didn't have to be here! i know what you mean about being impatient about getting things moving - it's so hard when you're a pro-active/impatient person by nature and then have to wait around for this AC process. i really hope you're feeling a little better after your break, and that you're coping ok with everything else.

boo - YAY!!! fingers crossed for confirmation tomorrow!

Jo - synarel messes with our hormones big time! i noticed the AF-type cramping for several days before she decied to turn up - and when she did, she was a witch! hope you don't have ot go through that!

BW - good to hear that you're on the tail end of the OHSS - and obviously the new meds aren't giving you too much grief if you can't distinguish whether you've got any new side effects!!

as for me - am dead tired today. didn't sleep well. finally had the meltdown i've been waiting on for the last few days - and it wasn't even TTC related!! think i needed to get everything out, but we have a plan for ttc, and it wasn't hitting me like i thought it would. was having some issues with DH last night about a few things, and he just wouldn't let it go, so i kinda exploded!!! poor bugger - it was an over reaction for what we were discussing, but at least i opened up and spilled my guts, and he started talking about things too... got to sleep at some ungodly hour of this morning, and woke up with a headache that just won't quit today....

on the upside, it still hasn't changed the way i'm feeling about this journey. i'm scared at the moment, simply because i don't know what's going to happen - so bring it on!! tell me what i have to do and i'm there!!

going out soon to pick up a treadmill - we have shocking roads around here and no foot paths for walking (guess it's what you get for living in the middle of nowhere) - so i've decided if i want to walk and still keep my ankles from being destroyed, i'm gonna have to use a treadmill - step one in the new, more proactive, me! who know's what step two will be - i guess that's up to the FS - only 11 more days...