Hello,
Well it has started. Back on the pill yesterday to kick off our first attempt at IVF...now just waiting for the details to come in the mail for the nasty injections...cant believe that I feel excited about the pill and injections .

Trying to 'keep a lid' on the excitement as I know there is a long journey ahead and not sure how I am going to juggle xmas food and meds in the fridge (esp so family dont get suss) but anyway thats only a small problem!

Not sure how to keep my mind off the next few weeks and the single desire for this to work first go (even though my brain tells me it wont)...and then how to deal with the challenges that are going to be between now and hopefully a sucessful outcome somewhere down the track my MIL and SIL know we are starting, and although they are supportive they dont get how we are feeling and that makes it even more isolating, i think...

anyway thats just my rant. good vibes for everyone and keep