OMG - so much happens when you turn your computer off for a weekend! Hi everyone - hope you all had a reasonably good weekend.

Summer - so glad your FS appointment went so well on Friday - sounds like he has a fair idea of the game plan for you which is really positive for you

Jo - that darn AF can be so annoying sometimes! hopefull the clomis will be doing it's thing properly for you this time round.

DB - so sorry about your BFN this weekend - all my fingers and toes are crossed for your BT tomorrow

Lou - i'm so on the same page with the not being social thing - i have become something of a hermit lately - and so many people don't get it! it's not like i want to be explaining why i feel uncomfy around people, or why i sometimes just want to spend an early night curled up in bed, cos i'm too damn depressed to go out or be around people. i really don't want my sadness and lack of enthusiasm to be a downer for anyone else - and i'm sooooooooo over people telling me it won't have an effect when i know damn well that it does! And congrats on the furbabies arriving - i can completely relate to having two babies to care for each other while you're at work - we have two big dogs, two little dogs and two kittens - and each couple keeps themselves occupied while we're at work! i wouldn't have it any other way

BW and Kim.b - good luck with starting your injections this week - they're not too bad at all really - i was doing mine myself, and no drama's at all - only had one bruise for the whole 10 days - and i think that was because DH bumped into me accidentally as i was injecting, so the needle moved a bit. other than that, it was a walk in the park!

Kim - i was told that synarel should cause a bleed after a period of time as it reduces the hormone levels in your system - and seeing you're not far into a natural cycle, it's probable that your hormone levels would be pretty easy to reduce. i know that i read all the stuff in the flyer with the synarel - and it was outlining the possibility of the break through bleed and everything. HTH

Mel - good luck for the wedding next weekend - this week will FLY for you (i remember the week before our wedding last year was gone in a flash!) - i hope you have a fabulous day.

as for me - well i had a good weekend away, considering everything that's been happening. we had a relaxing night away at Lakes Entrance for our first wedding anniversary. we ate dinner on the balcony of our room, then kicked back in the spa watching TV which was so relaxing - only bad thing was that i don't sleep well in any bed other than my own (even when i take my pillow) and kept waking up every half hour or so. a couple of times i woke up with a start thinking i'd missed my nan's funeral, and ended up in tears. i have no idea what was going on with me, but i guess there was just a lot playing on my mind. i'm glad we'd booked the weekend away before Nan passed away otherwise we wouldn't have done anything special and would have regretted it later. Plus Nan would have gone crook at us too!! DH was wonderful - he had bought me an anniversary present and gave it to me while we were away - actually he bought two - a diamond anniversary ring that i knew about (he took me shopping to make sure it fit with my engagement/wedding ring as they're unusually shaped) - and an emerald and diamond ring that he'd gotteni in secret - just in case the anniversary ring wasn't back from the jeweller resizing it in time! how sweet!!!

tomorrow is going to be a big, and very emotional, day for us. we have nan's funeral in the morning, and i'm dreading it - there has already been heated exchanges between some of the family about the breakdown of her estate - and i am so stressed something is going to happen tomorrow. my dad is under threat that i'll clip him behind the ear (or get DH to do it - he kinda dwarfs my dad!) if he misbehaves - and i have no issue doing the same to my aunt if she starts something (i'm not a violent person by nature, but if anyone disrespects my nan tomorrow, i'll find the strenght to put them in my place - there are a few advantages to being almost 6 foot tall and a bigger lady - all you need to do is threaten and pip-squeaks will back down! i won't stand for anyone turning what should be a celebration of nan's life into a *****-fight over things like her jewellery and her lawn bowls!). after nan's funeral we have to drive another hour or so to the FS appointment - and hopefully he'll have some idea of where we should be going with treatment after my dental surgery. i really hope he has a great game plan cos i'm likely to burst into tears if her doesn't!!!