Hi everyone

A huuuuge thankyou to minniemouse, miss c, kyles and plc for your warm and encouraging posts. I had tears of relief (or something like that!) reading them. I really feel less alone in my situation... and you have reminded me about staying positive.

Also I wanted to wish all of you on this thread the best! You seem to know each other and I guess it will take me some time. But its great to be able to talk to people going through the same thing

Thanks again