Lou, sweetie I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
There is nothing anyone can say that will help you right now xxx
From getting to know you over BB though, you are one of the most courageous and positive people I know....
Allow yourself the time you need to grieve and we will all be here for you through it, and when you come back to life a little bit more
xxx
Many many big hugs to you tonight :hugs:

Love Holly
xxx