oh Lou hun - i'm so sorry to hear that. this is a tough blow for anyone, but your history just makes it so much harder - wish i could give you a hug and a shoulder to cry on hun. i want so much to be able to help you. i was picking up such a good vibe through this whole journey and i now have tears running down my face for you

my heart goes out to you and your DH today - and in the next few weeks as you work through this heartache.

take care hun