Wow it's been busy in here. A whole thread and a bit has gone by without me...DAmn.
I have been hiding out a bit and trying to sort out my feelings about where we go from here having not the finances to go for another PGD cycle. I am so not a patient person...when I want something I want it NOW!!!

Woohoo you goo Sazz... I am so happy for you fingers crossed that everything sticks.

Sonya can I have some of that superglue of yours...sounds like RAd stuff!!

Everyone else and praying we all out of here soon.

Anyways I finally bit the bullet and we went back to see the fertility specialist today and I am feeling a lot more positive about it all.

He explained that even though we only had two embryos out of the 12 that fertilised pass the testing that it didnt mean we would get such bad results every time. Apparently they would expect about 40% to pass on average but the average may not be just one cycle so it is quite possible that the pendulum may swing in our favour on the next cycle giving us more good embies to balance out the curve If you get what I mean. BW you're a maths teacher you might be able to explain it better. He said he will only start to worry if on the next cycle we still have bad results. Then he said that may indicate that either the eggs or the sperm may need to be ditched in favour of a donor.

Because it will be quite a while before we can save up for another cycle We have decided to do what we can to be proactive and get everything checked out so I am booked in next for a lap and hysterocscopy to check and see if there is any reason that can be seen for the implantation failure and miscarriages. Because we have PHI and this is a covered procedure we thought why not cover all our bases. It is good too because he is a man who likes to cut out any endo as opposed to diathermy so if anything is found he will fix it all up on the spot. I also asked about more aggressive progesterone therapy next time and he is very open to that which is great as I have a gut feeling this may be part of the issue. I tend to spot for quite a few days before getting Af so I dunno...again trying to cover my bases.

Anyways now we just have to save up another $5000 and start again...hmmm...what can I sell on ebay...anyone one want some lightly used mens golf clubs...hehe!!!! ssshhh don't tell Geoff!!