Thanks for your story Holly, I was gutted and had not prepared for the results to be that low. I'm not sure how you coped with none making it. I am now proud of my one - but not very expectant. DH was gutted too. It was so hard. He looked at me so desperately and sadly. He had his hopes a lot higher than mine. And then, for the very first time, he told me how much he wanted kids, and how this whole thing sux and is unfair. He's never ever ever said anything like that before. He has always kept his super positive attitude and tried to keep me afloat.

I have already booked an appt with the FS for as soon as possible (3 weeks away), even though the receptionist said we should wait a month if we get a BFN. I insisted!! Waiting is not my strong suit! I just think we can review my protocol and make it better next time.

Hope everyone has a great day. I'm still sending all the positive vibes that i can muster for you Lou.