Vic, the numbers game sucks. Knowing that it's possible to get pg, if only the right egg and right sperm would get together, is so frustrating. In some ways it would be easier if it weren't possible, but then I guess we'd be stuck with IVF or nothing, so it would also be worse in other ways. I had someone suggest to me that we go on BCP until we're ready for our next IVF, but I realised that I can't quite give up the hope that maybe, just maybe, we'll get that miraculous BFP while we wait... (Lol, of course, then there's the other 50% of the time that I want to throw in the towel and walk away from it all, but I couldn't torture myself so thoroughly if I weren't alternating between those 2 extremes, could I?)
W&D, I'm sorry to hear AF showed up.
Miloro, I wasn't sure if you were definitely calling it AF or not, so let me know what you're counting as CD1. FX for a successful FET for you!
Afm, heavy, heavy, heavy AF kept me up most of the night, but finally eased in the early hours. Thank goodness it's Saturday, so DH let me sleep until 11am, so I got about 5 hours. It seemed to ease around 5am, but that's when DD woke and started crying - turned out she'd had a nappy blowout and we had to change her clothes and sheets, so I didn't get to bed until 6am. She's had another one this morning, so I'm guessing she has a bit of an upset tummy. She seems otherwise okay, so we'll just watch what she eats and keep an eye on her temperature...




rosemarry - try to remember it's not your fault, things just happen. It's really hard I know, but try not to blame yourself. Have a good cry and hopefully the FS will have something new to try when you go to your appointment this week. Look after and be kind to yourself xxxx
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