HI girls,

sunbeam- wow, can't believe your tww has been so busy and preoccupying!! Good luck when you test, any symptoms?? You must be tired doing two jobs, hopefully it will settle down for you soon.

minniemouse-5dpo is good for sore boobs but as we both know it doesn't guarentee anything, hope your tww ends in a nice surprise!

claresmummy- I hope you O soon too, stuff waiting til CD20! Your appt will come around soon, and surely you will come out of it happier than the last one- hugs xx

hi everyone else

afm- still spotting no sign yet of AF but I am sure she is coming, so I don't care if it takes a few days.
I had a crisis of confidence over the weekend with my ttc. I decided to try to come to terms with the fact that it may never work and I may not have a baby, and i found when I put an end date to ivf, I felt so much better. I was thinking that my end may be turnng 40 and/or transferring my 3 frosties then doing one more stim cycle and calling it quits. I have felt so much better since I decided this in my mind ( haven't told DH yet), but i just want my life back, I am sick of always feeling depressed and upset all the time, and the thought of having a life without a baby now doesn't scare me as much as it did. I'm not saying I'm giving up on ivf or ttc, but I can't keep doing it forever and need to know theres an end date when I can get my life ( and money) back. Phew got that off my chest, probably should have put it in the ttc vent thread but its here, and we are only a small group anyway!! Thanks for listening!