Hello there,
I just wanted to join this thread, though my next cycle (short, antagonist, first ICSI) will start most likely next Monday or Tuesday. Not sure if perhaps it's too late.
I am pretty scared, because of our history with IVF (see my sig).
I just wanted to express my admiration for you ladies. You are all so strong for going through with multiple cycles, or even just one.
I was actually just checking my horoscope (desperate!) and it said something about a rough time around the end of June (when my BT would be) and I am seriously thinking of cancelling the cycle.
I don't know if I can do it. I mean, I know that as soon as AF shows, I'll phone, hand over the contents of my bank account and start getting excited, like an automaton. I feel so pathetic,("It's me again" ... at the EPU: "Yes, I have had this procedure before") like someone phoning a radio contest and having to sing or something, and then failing.
Also, Dreamrise, I wanted to say how sorry I am: it is horrible starting from scratch. It feels like such a long battle. BUT I think, and I'm not 100 per cent sure, so someone correct me, that your chances might be better on fresh?
All the best,
WW