Lairdoz, Mini Me, Tru Blue, Worrywart, Loops & Yogi Bear - thanks so much for your kind words. The support in here is always amazing. These things certainly make you stronger, although it doesn't feel it at the time....

Juniper - great news, congrats and fingers crossed for the next chapter

Loops - so good to hear from you. I have abstained from BB whilst grieving and recovering, but kept you in my thoughts. I'm sure you'll have no probs selling that tractor. We are about to go through our garage to see what else we can sell to bankroll this next IVF stim. We'll be well and truly dry after that

Inshell - you pulled good numbers honey. Well done.

Dreamrise - sorry about your results. It's impossible not to stress to some degree. So hard to interpret what people say to you (or don't say to you) about what you are going through. I've heard some hurtful stuff, but I have to believe that people feel awkward about this topic and don't know what to say.

Lisa B - you like the taste of Synarel? That must be a world first. I suck water up my nostrils about 5mins before taking it, which seems to help the pain, and then suck a piece of orange straight after to get rid of the taste. I wouldn't worry about that bad boy falling over in your bag a few times.

MiniMe - good luck for your transfer girlfriend. We'll all be praying for you.

AFM - went to yet another naturopath. This one is a qualified pathologist and spent an hour reading copies of all my blood tests and did another one herself whilst I was there. She said I have a history of extremely low progesterone and there is no way I would carry a pregnancy with my levels. For the 3 transfers I've had, my IVF Dr never gave me the pessaries to use??? Why not? I looked up my levels and they are way below, as in between 1 - 6. It can't get much lower than that surely??? I don't know what to think now..........