Ooops sorry Kel, just read your post.. i know so much how you are feeling sweetie.. Not that my sister in law is preggas but a girl i work with is.. well it is her 3rd anyways.. and all she does is rave on about her pregnancy.. although i will give her credit where credit is due, she did tell me that if she was upsetting me with her discussions to tell her ... BUT i don't want to look like a stupid infertile moron!!! So i tough it out and pretend to be interested, but then cry on my way home from work wishing it was me....

I can't even watch some TV shows with pregnant people on them, ie that mini series Mary Bryant.. that rattled me.. and Ladder 49... stupid stupid stupid.. but i guess that is how we grieve .. and people should respect it..

The other night i was talking to our flower girls mum and she said..

'You know if you never have children you will always have DH" I actually snapped at her, and this is very unlike me. i told her "That doesn't make it any easier you know" (of course i know that i am lucky to have DH) but sometimes i think 'what the *%#@ are people thinking when they open their mouths, NOTHING obviously..

So my dear Kell, you cry and feel miserable as much as you want as you are entitled to it...

love and many hugs

leis xx