thanks suzie Q.. told DH he was very sad not crying but i could hear his :hbeat: very fast when he hugged me.. he said he ain't convinced until bloods on wednesday... (if only i felt like you guys).. i have the back pain starting .... i think i will be sad when my period comes, my little ones falling out... i know they are only little cells but they are DH and I!!! I suppose we were lucky to get where we did .. some people don't even get as far as we did...

anyways i'm going for a surf tomorrow... hope you are all well. xxx

ps amanda honey.. how many cycles of IVF have you done???