Pleased to announce I am feeling a tad better. I hate going to work after appointments, it is so hard to concentrate. I came home and had a beer of all things (there was no wine in the place). The deal with the surgery is that he will have it done but because sperm take 2-3 months to form it will take that long to see any improvement. He will get retested in about 3 months and then we will see if things have improved, if they haven't I will have my "That's it!!" moment and straight over to IVF.

Leis, I know all about being sick of ops, they suck. I will be a happy woman if I never have another laparoscopy, gosh if I have another it will be 10, I could just about do it myself if I wasn't out to it LOL


Meredith - you hit the nail on the head about that feeling of desperation, I had that all day. I am to the point where I can only talk to you guys because you are the only ones that get it. If I told my sister or Mum they would think nothing of waiting a few more months...and as for my pg friends I dont like to make them feel bad and they dont understand, it just gets awkward.

lil_chookie - thanks for the kind thoughts, I am going to go with positive vibes, and try to remain calm

I hope everyone else is going well