Hi Everyone,

Well I've had my BT this morning and should have the results early this afternoon. But I started spotting last night and during the night had old Crinone come out with very old blood (sorry TMI). Its not a proper period as of yet, but the Crinone could be holding it back. So we will see what happens. I guess all we have at the end of the day is hope and as hard as it is to have our dreams shattered we have to hang on to that hope.

Country.Blue, if it helps at all, the nurse this morning said that spotting etc is not always a good indicator of it all being over. She had one lady yesterday that had been spotting for a couple of days and thought it was all over, but she was most definitely pregnant when the results came back. She then had someone else who had not started bleeding at all and her results came back negative. It just shows that all our bodies are different and how important it is to get that blood test done even if you think you are out of the race.

Bel, thanks for your well wishes. Its good to hear that you have got a plan of attack. I really that the next cycle is the one for you. As hard as it is, hang on to your hope, you will get there.

Bellyjiggles and Rustybeth I have my and toes crossed for you both for Friday

Karly, let us know how you go today honey. I'll be that your numbers are going up.

To everyone out there

I am prepared for my results, good or bad I will deal with them and move forward. I am determined to have a child and hope more than anything in the world that this is my time, but if it is not I will learn to accept it and I will try again.

Thank you my friends for all your love and support.

Janie xxx