Hi Miss C
Big :hugs:. I totally know where you are coming from and wish that there was a magic wand to wave to make it all go away... i'm finding that the stims are now making me so tired that it is just too hard to cope with anything - and i find myself questioning what we are doing, if it is the right time, how DH is going to cope with me bursting into tears (esp over the last 2 days when then drugs were upped) etc etc.

All I know is that I go to bed early, wake up the next tired, grumpy, about to cry, but at least one day nearer to the end of the nasty little injections . I am wondering if they could start marketing a device that automatically dispences high quality chocolate at the time of injections - a bit of positive reinforcement would be great

Good luck with the councillor - and dont be too hard on yourself. What you are going through is a huge strain on your body and mind that most people will never understand. We are our own biggest critic, so allow yourself to take the day/week/year off from being down on yourself.
FG