Hi Sandygirl - I have just seen this and can most definately relate - it is like I actually wrote your post rather than you (IYKWIM). My DH also says that I should "just" be happy with our DD and sometimes doesn't really fully understand my desire to give her a sibling. I am really happy, that seems like such a bad choice of word, with our little girl, it took us approx 2 yrs TTC her and we have now spent 2 yrs TTC #2 after a M/C in Jan 07. I too get worried each and every day about the age gap (as so many of you in here), but like you said it is now out of our hands and the fact that I am now 43 doesn't help at all

It is especially hard when our DD asks why she doesn't have a baby brother and sister and could she have one - all her little friends do. I try to explain to her that she is special and unique, but I don't quite think that she gets that yet.

If it wasn't for wonderful BB and all you wonderful ladies in here, I would of given up a long time ago. Each new cycle brings new hope and the thought that perhaps this one is it.

Good luck to you and everyone else on this journey and may our dreams come true in the not too distant future.

Big hugs to all.